Only a few years ago I thought that the scrap heap was the only place for me and just the very thought of that almost hastened my journey there. However, with close support of my friends------many from this website------and my dear family and TIME, things oh so slowly got better and better. Make no mistake it was a very rocky road, for all concerned, and OK I have had to accept that I cannot do certain things, but I can do more, much more, than it was thought I could do. Keep going, be patient and you might be surprised what you can do! I hope this helps a wee tad.