mom's funeral

[tripleblessed]

It's strange I hadn't been sad about it. Mom has been in pain a long time

Prayers and support for you and yours. I was in a very similar position when my mother went. She hadn't recognized my older sister for a fairly long while, and me
only for fleeting moments each visit. I was happy for her to be out of struggle. Then in the middle of her service, I became exceedingly aware of how glad I was I wasn't
attempting to sing for her, as I feel sure I wouldn't have made it. Twenty years later, my voice will occasionally fail during Merle Haggard's "Mama's Hungry Eyes",
overly aware of the vast chasm between what we had and what she wanted to provide for the two of us. Congratulations on being able to pull it off.