now anyway, after hearing the news. i went to sign my MEB paperwork today (army) and i got to see what doctors and my CO wrote. i know i have no control over what happend and i know its probably better in the long run. but i love the army and seeing " does not meet retention standard", " non redeployabled ", and " i reccomend not retaning this soldier" really kinda tugs on my heart. ive always put my all into everything ive done in life and seeing that im no longer fit for duty kinda sucks. nothing a few pints of guiness wont cure i guess. thanks for listening to my rant!