its been 3 years tomorrow....for those who are long timers know what I went through when this happened....I'm bawling my eyes out right now ......half pissed and wanting her here to share in the joys that I have , my kids......my job going so well......... my buying a house......she's gone......and can only know in the other-world my happiness.....but at the same time my sadness that she's not here to share in it.......I miss you Mom .....with all my heart......

PS....thank g-d for firefox spell check.....otherwise this would be incoherent babble