Arlen,
Sorry to hear about your sadness. I once had a somewhat similar experience, although nowhere near as sad as yours. It's of little consolation, but you are a kind soul and good man to feel as you do. I Wish you well from the north part of your state, on your new life here with your lady . I think you will enjoy that round ball of fire! Perhaps Phil, You and I should go in together on a run of State Tartan!