Today was not a good day as eight people lost their positions. I knew more cuts were coming, yet I at this hour I still find myself in some shock of the reality. This is the third cut in the last twelve months. There is no one to blame. I have worked for this company over 18 years. Today I saw people lose their jobs who have been their much longer than me. I am thankful to be employed, but I also feel some guilt that I am still here while others are not.