I think I must have posted a few hundred messages here so I don't quite know what can be so "mysterious". Sure I don't have a profile and can't receive or send private messages but that's only because you ("the moderators" of this forum) don't let me (and have not for some years).
As I am no longer a Moderator, I cannot help you here, Nanook. You'll need to take this up with Hank, the forum's owner, or one of the Moderating staff.

In the meantime, perhaps you'll tell us a bit more about yourself and your personal experiences.

Regards,

Todd