Quote Originally Posted by Dreadbelly View Post
I fell in love with a girl and married her. That was pretty dumb. Now, I have all these troubles that I don't want. I am watching her battle tumors, and face the unknown. And I have all this fear and doubt. I have weakness now, something else in my life that has a direct cause and effect on my feelings. A chink in my armor. I wake up in the night afraid and shaking with my guts in knots. I've had to become responsible for something other than my self, which is something I am not used to. I spent my whole life being the lone wolf, looking out for numero uno. I have this horrible irrational phobia of losing her... It tears me apart inside, disrupts my life, and gnaws at my soul. I don't like living in fear. I have found a love that consumes me, threatens to destroy me.

And that was pretty much the dumbest thing I have ever done.
Not caring would be the dumbest thing Dread. I don't see where you've made any mistakes as far as this is concerned.